Chapter 197 - Memory

 "That's right." Lou Sha nodded, "He snatched Xiao Cha and held her hostage, to force Yin Zi and Xiao Mao to be unable to tell you the truth. He also put eavesdropping spells on them for surveillance and also planted Hua Rong at your side to be a spy, and also has his subordinates everywhere observing everywhere, and made it so we were unable to do anything or get to you."

Xiao Zi added: "Whatever the case, we must into account Bing Wan jiejie's life and cannot act rashly."

**(jiejie = older sister)***

Then they were silent for a long time, then Jin Wen said, "Ao Yun also deserves some sympathy, he has been waiting like this for a long time to get a chance, Doe we really want to let him sink into despair?"

"Regardless of a chance, the methods he is using are not right!" Xiao Zi spat out.

"You obviously do not understand the fear of losing." Jin Wen retorted, "After Miao Miao and Bi Qing Shen Jun left the world together, I went back to the Dragon palace. Ao Yun completely went insane for several days, did not eat or drink anything and just continued drinking only alcohol, no who came to persuade him. Afterwards, it was Hua Rong who managed to coax him out of it, saying that he could wait for Miao Miao to reincarnate and then go find her and that this time, there will be no Bi Qing to hinder him and Miao Miao will definitely fall in love with him and that at that time, he can take her to the sea so she can become a water immortal and live her days together with Ao Yun."

"Even so, Miao Miao still hasn't fallen in love with him!" Xiao Zi argued.

Jin Wen said: "But Miao Miao does not hate him. Love can develop over time. I and my own love also developed like this, at the beginning the other was unpleasant to the eye, and now we are genuinely together and cannot do without the other."

Molin interrupted, "The first time I saw you, it was very pleasing to the eye."

Jin Wen glanced at him and hurriedly continued, "What's more, Ao Yun's methods are indeed not proper, but he is truly sincere and has also promised to return Xiao Cha after they officially get married. He will not casually hurt her."

"Then Bing Wan jiejie would just stay locked up like this? What if something happens, I think that madman will really kill her!" She was somewhat anxious for Xiao CHa, "How can you speak in support of Ao Yun? Aren't you a person from Bi Qing Shen Jun's residence? Unexpectedly you are doing this to him after he treated you so well in the past!"

"I am merely handling things in a business-like manner, besides my relationship with Miao Miao is not worse than yours." Jin Wen also became anxious and was full of anger, "This lifetime is a new beginning. If Miao Miao goes with Lord Shen Jun, I am afraid she will continue to fall into reincarnation, this is absolutely not what Lord Shen Jun who loves her to his bones wishes to see. Since this is the case, why not let Ao Yun fulfill this dream? He waited for her and will also treat Miao Miao well."

They ignored their surroundings and quarreled fiercely for almost ten minutes, the others repeatedly tried to persuade them, I was somewhat confused and couldn't help but ask, "Do you have any evidence that everything you are telling me is true?"

Molin pulled the two women apart and gently put a small glass bottle in my hand, "This is an immortal time elixir, when you drink it, you will remember everything."

I shook the bottle. The potion inside it was dark purple and a little shiny. The purple liquid looked like a dense fog with all the stars in the sky, as it would scatter and blend into the night sky if opened. The feelings of love and hate of a previous life from a thousand years seems to be condensed into this small bottle with a liquid of a few milliliters.

Drinking it will bring more than just the truth of the story. There will also be every memory that originally belonged to that person; pain, worries, and happiness will all come back. There is also all her entanglements, responsibilities and duties. These are not likely to be little things.

To drink or not? I was weighing this in my heart for a moment, I could see the two similar faces of Bi Qing and Ao Yun in my mind. The balance of love slowly titled gradually to the quest of truth. I shivered and opened the lid, closed my eyes and drank the elixir inside.

The potion was very bitter, and then go a little bit sweet and then sour. Then came the thunder and lightning, a stabbing pain bursting through my brain, like as if a train suddenly came speeding through, it hurt so much that I rolled on the ground repeatedly. The people next to me were all anxious. Jin Wen repeatedly blamed Molin, asking him if he brought out a fake product,. Molin just helplessly shrugged, "This is what how it is, endure it, it will go over soon."

In the end, I couldn't bear it and soon fell into deep sleep.

There were a lot of cute animals in the dream, there were tigers, black bears, rabbits...They all respected me. I lay on the highest rock on the cliff every day, rolling around under the sun, letting the sun shine on my snow white belly.

It was a beautiful and bright morning, he was wearing a silver-colored attire with colorful clouds on it. He seemed like a deity and arrived in front of me with the most gentle smile and beautiful eyes. He was holding a fragrant fish in his hands, he softly said to me, "Hua Miao Miao let's return home, I'll give you fish to eat."

He then retrieved the hell hound and we went back down to the mortal world to pick the most the most beautiful wild chrysanthemums. He carefully washed my hands and then went to make the soup. He loved to spoil me and desired to put the whole world before my eyes.

He used his life to make me clearly understand the meaning behind the word "love" as we were buried in the pitch dark underground of the dragon burial valley. I ignorantly watched as his soul slipped away. Even if I acted like a spoiled child, cry, shout or plead pitifully, he was still unable to return to my side.

So I waited for 500 years for him to show up in front of me just so I could hold him in my arms.

He came back and ignored the fact that he was human and I was a demon and also ignored the slanderous rumors and wanted to marry me. He violated the Heavenly law to retrieve his power back one time to save me. He took me around to the ends of the earth and then willingly left with me to live in seclusion in the mountains with me and didn't go to meet people. Our days were ordinary.

Everyone knows that I have waited for him for 500 years, but who could have imagined the sacrifice he made when he chose to retrieve Su Mei and Du Bao? Everyone thinks that I am always suffering having to accompany a mortal, but who would have imagined that he is willing to forever fall into reincarnation?

I broke his wings, but he said that no longer has to be admired in Heaven; I trapped him and he said that he did not need freedom; I let him become ordinary from then on, and he said that he was tired of disputes, and therefore everything that he has lost is completely unrelated to me and not my fault.

So we both happily spent our days together. Who knew that occasionally he would look up at the sky and see eagles soaring in the sky and secretly reveal an envious expression. It was just my dimwitted self at that time did not understand, as long as he was around, I was happy.

The memories flashed through my eyes and all of them sorted out in my mind, he has no regrets. I have regrets.

If I never met him, he would still be a heavenly immortal, highly respected living in glory and splendor, revered by all.

If I never met him, he would still be the high ranking commander-in-chief of three armies vanquishing monsters.

If I didn't wait for him, he could have returned to heaven again after his death, and once again be set up on high.

If I didn't wait for him, he wouldn't have had to reincarnate again and suffer through hardship in the mortal world.

If there were many choices, yet only picked one. This willful and selfish cat gradually clearly understood his endless love and tolerance, this human mind understands human emotions and human behavior.

I woke up from the dream with my eyes filled with tears. My friends in the OK karaoke room were all worried and looking at me and asking if I was okay.

I pushed them away and rushed out the door and wildly ran away intending to go back and didn't care about Xiao Mao, I knew very well that I was going to that place.

I jumped into a taxi, the sky began to rain, along with thunder and lightning flashing across the sky. The kind driver said that he would drop me off at the side of a shop for shelter and I could walk later so I could avoid the rain, I refused his good intentions, paid the bill and jumped out and rushed into the rain, the raindrops were like the size of soybeans and were painful.

I arrived at the door of MiaoMiao pet hospital, it was already 10 pm, the iron gate of the hospital has been pulled inside. It was dark and there was no one inside, just the sound of a few cats and dogs making small sounds.

He is not here...

I was like a cat that has been abandoned. I stood drenched at the front of the hospital crying and crying, people saw me and seemed to think I was a lunatic and strayed away from me. The roaring thunder and lightning in the sky became even more powerful and seemed as if they would come crashing down around me, but they did not scare me. I have never been so eager to see someone, I am afraid that he will disappear.

I'm sorry, I forgot you.

I'm sorry, I actually kissed someone else.

I'm sorry, I unexpectedly hurt you.

I'm sorry, I love you.

I could see the reflection of my pale cheeks on the glass door. The smell of disinfectants fused with his smell seemed to be wandering around in the air and did not disappear. Strong emotions and enthusiasm filled my thoughts, even the sea could not extinguish them. I could not wait until tomorrow.

I want to see you, hug you and tell you that I'm sorry for everything.

Behind me, an umbrella suddenly surfaced above me blocking the falling raindrops, I slowly turned back. He was standing there holding the umbrella and looking at my face with a distressed expression. Finally, he forcefully calmed himself and calmly grabbed my hand and caressed my cold head, "Miss Miao Miao, what happened?"

I shook my head and held onto his shirt and did not let go.

He dropped the umbrella and finally lost his remaining calmness, he embraced in his arms and softly said, "Even if the sky collapses and the ground splits, and every person despises me, I won't let you go. You are my destined fate, the person I have been waiting for all my life."

"You are also the one I am waiting for..." My voice trembled as I wept, I leaned into his chest and cried like a child.

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